Blog Insecurity

Last Plane to Jakarta is halfway through publishing 30 poems about his favorite Black Metal Band (all of which are better than anything I've ever written.) Defective Yeti is serializing his progress as he finally wades through all 500+ pages of Moby Dick. And Tormented By Demons recently implied that I never finish anything, other than an occasional critique.

The blogosphere is collectively telling me that I must embark on some meaningful project!

But, lacking inspiration right now, WTF shall I do? Lately I've been squandering my time maniacally scrambling to finish a videogame that I started a month ago. I can't believe I haven't beaten the damn thing so that I can delete it and never think about it again... It's just so colossally huge, and breathtakingly realized. Stupid Oblivion game... Thinks it's so tough... I'm going to kick its ass, and then I'll go start some mindbogglingly ambitious, blog-documented project that'll blow everyone's socks off. Yeah, that's exactly what I'll do.

I'm just not sure what it'll be yet. One possible wisp of inspiration: my mum and da just sent me another surprisingly generous present... a digital video camera! Now I just have to figure out how to use it, get a firewire port for my computer, and learn how to import, edit, record sound over, and export my home movie as an .avi or .mpeg, and then learn how to post on YouTube! Simple as pie.